I hate that I can’t see you whenever I want. I hate that my mum is making this so fucking hard for us. I hate that she’s ruining my life again. I hate that I haven’t seen you in nearly 2 months. I hate that you live so far away. I hate that it’s still going to take 2/3 months for me to pass my driving test. I hate that I have a phobia of trains. I hate constantly worrying that this is going to ruin our relationship. I hate that I need you but you can’t be here.